Control...

What do you do when you lose it? All of it. When your life is tail spinning out of absolute and utter control and no matter what you do it just gets worse...When every decision you decide upon is the wrong one. When everyone you talk to has the same solution. They don't understand your plight so they can't really help. I know there's a recession and I know people are stressed out and fed up and I know someone out there is much worse off then me but damn. They say everything you go through is a test from God. Well what the fuck...how many questions exist in this test? When does it end and why me? And then they say He only tests those who can pass. He may have gotten this one wrong. Is that even possible?

Pray for me America.

Holler.